"Life's like a Roller Coaster Ride"

2011-06-14T02:54:00.003+08:00

I'm so in love with the app that allows me to edit pics like this!
WOOHOO! ^^

Damn bored nowadays. No work = No pay = No money! ):
Hopefully to work real soon!!! I've decided to get working experience first till theres an available course intake.
Endurance!

2011-06-08T14:33:00.002+08:00

i.needa.find.a.job.
i.needa.find.a.school.

Arghhhhh!!! Nowadays, everything is not going on so smoothly. I don't like it AT ALL!!!
Pasted 'Hello Kitty' stickers on the buttons of my lappy. Still not used to it cuz the letters on the stickers are printed on too small and tiny already. Quite disappointed with the outcome cuz it looks kinda weird. Shit, starting of June begins with crap already. ):

Paper White Roses.

2011-06-02T00:46:00.004+08:00

Life's super bored nowadays and theres nothing much to blog about at all. Even if there is, i'll be too busy to blog about it also. Haha. So, shall see my mood on whether i will update or not. *peace*

Most importantly,

Happy 3rd Month Bby! ♥

Let's face all the shyts together.
LoveLoveYou.

XOXO.

2011-04-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Old Friend. ♥

2011-03-27T16:52:00.001+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥♥♥

2011-03-02T21:41:00.001+08:00

"You give me feelings that I adore."
- Colbie Caillat, Bubbly

Rahhhhhhhhhhhh!

2011-02-26T12:50:00.003+08:00

Yay! Finally last assessment is over!~ Time to relax, play and party! ^^
Endure one more week, portfolio + replace hours = GRADUATE! heheeh!
Tonight's gonna be a good night, party time! weeeeeeeee~

Rock on!

2011-02-24T14:39:00.000+08:00

fucking away from attachment real soon! \m/

2011-02-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

Attachment's gonna end real soon, like maybe about half a month left. Song bo!
Like a very long never update blog alrd, don't know what to write also. Blogging skills all went down the toilet bowl as time passed by.. Had been thinking alot about many different things, not being paranoid, its just that these 'many different things' just simply being slotted into my mind lately. All these made me miss many people, almost every post i posted also mentioned that i miss people. ~~ Cuz its true. In such a short time, everything changed. Hopefully i wont be thinking about these too much alrd, seriously needa chiong for the last fucking assessment on friday, chiong finish portfolio and waves middle finger to centre and it.... THEN ITS CHIONG HOLIDAY~ ^^
Jiayouzxszszsx to myself and everyone. --. Sound like retarded, but i like. hahahah~!
Not to forget, still being as clumsy as ever. Dont know why either. TSK!

XOXO

2011-02-07T15:22:00.001+08:00

CNY time, everyone huat ah! ^^
2011 will be a much better year.

2011-01-25T19:09:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-01-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

Attachment gave me headaches. D:

Fill the air with L.O.V.E ♥

2010-12-28T19:03:00.004+08:00

Steamboat @ Bugis. ♥

A day before kenny's enlist.

Universal Studios with Family + Sharon and Yanci. ♥

Over @ town with Natalie ♥

Christmas eve @ Chinatown >Amk
Christmas @ Kenny's place > Mango Club

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-11-27T19:27:00.001+08:00

As long as we have memories, Yesterday remains.
As long as we have hope, Tomorrow waits.
As long as we have love, Today is beautiful.

2010-11-21T17:15:00.003+08:00

" I wish time stood still "

2010-11-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

I didnt expect you to be like this. I didnt expect that behind my back, you're the one.... I didnt expect you to treat me like this and then act as if i'm the bad one.. I'm always the bad guy.
YES, I ALWAYS AM...

2010-10-23T16:09:00.002+08:00

I.AM.LIKE.A.BORING.LEH.

I must learn to control my temper and the stuffs that i say. I must learn to scream into my pillow whenever i tak boleh tahan. I must do my best. yay~ (:

2010-10-13T08:17:00.000+08:00

Who/what/wateva you are is never a good excuse, it's whether you want to do it or not. -Lynn.

2010-10-11T00:48:00.003+08:00

I was a flight risk with a fear of falling,
wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts.

没有人会知道我有多想你, 你, 你, 你...

2010-10-05T06:08:00.004+08:00

Wedding dinner over @ clarke quay, Novotel. Quite a pleasant dinner, managed to catch up with cousins and play around with the lil' adorable people. (:

Met the others over at Marina Barrage after the dinn, got couz to fetch me over cuz dad dont know how to go there. Had fun. Walked out of MB to city hall mac for breakfast, far and tiring! I swear i'll never ever do that ever again, legs are aching. lol. But overall, i think its a nice experience tgt with em.

lastly, i hope everything will be alright.

2010-10-03T03:09:00.001+08:00

I just cant stand people being oh so fake in front of you and yet behind your back, kill you silently.
Those people should be awarded with the best actor/actress award.

2010-09-30T17:51:00.002+08:00

At times i feel like this. Went to re read past posts, i miss everyone.
Those who will take care of me like a younger sister, those who i can share everything and anything with, those who i can be myself, those who understands me..

2010-09-27T05:01:00.002+08:00

Saturday.
Bugis > Town.
Watched the most boring movie i've ever watched in theaters, while having major headaches.. Therefore i fell asleep, which is like for the first time. -.- omfg cant believe it. Watched the guys play billard after that. I missed the times like these, hanging out rotting with one another at town. Last min decisions to slack at my area playing cards till morning.

Went to some temple at Loyang with family, lunch at Changi Village and slack at hg area for the night.

Boring life now, really boring life.
Not as eggciting as before, as last time, when every single one of us get along.

Sincerely with loads of love...

2010-09-21T01:02:00.003+08:00

Dear Grandpa, I'm glad that you've once stayed over at my house and i hope you've enjoyed your days living in the same roof as us before your last visit to the hospital. I'm sorry if i've neglected you during your period of stay, but i'm seriously glad that i've took care of you at some point of time and i hoped you're happy. Although we're not close, although i dont know you well, although we didnt really create much memories together... i AM glad that the few months before you passed on, we've created some. Some, that made you feel a lil happier.
May you leave the sufferings behind & bring along the happy memories with you. You'll always be remembered, i love you.
Rest in peace. ♥ ♥

2010-09-18T20:59:00.001+08:00

I smile to hide the pain inside, i laugh to get an excuse to 'cry', i keep quiet to pretend nothing happened and i talk nonsense just to keep my mind off things. -Lynn

2010-09-17T16:12:00.004+08:00

Went over to somewhere around marine parade to meet Yanci and Huijia.
Met Vashon over at mac while getting a drink. Vashon fetch us to the airport, vroom vroom.
Reached t3 at about 1am plus, rotted/ate/crapped/waited at t3's mac. Fad & co. were there as well. (: The kukus, kiki & haz, reached airport at about 3am plus. -.- lol.

♥♥♥
Gonna miss you girls like hell. Have a save journey & takecare! ^^

Sometimes i do wonder why is everything like this now, what is there to do to put everything back to normal? I have no idea, not even a single clue about it. Everything is falling apart. And the thought of this is just so saddening. I dont like this feeling or even this situation. Guess all i need to do now is just act normal, smile and pretend that everything's alright.
Peace.

Happy happy happy

2010-09-16T19:21:00.003+08:00

FINALLY, EXAMS ARE O-V-E-R!!! ^^

Dont wish to talk so much about the papers alrd, overall i kinda regretted spending too much time on LE. Which leaded me to stress over PR, like ttm! Not to forget a bonus of an emotional breakdown halfway during mugging. Ohhhhh well. Its OVER! (:

pcb, i cant imagine i'm living with such a person.
Wearing my clothes/accessories/stuffs, putting on my makeup/stuffs... taking pictures.
Creating fb acc, flirting with "boyf" which dont even know is it true or not.
WHEN YOU ARE FUCKING SUPPOSED TO COME S'PORE TO WORK/EARN MONEY.
-.- I FEEL SO DISGUSTED, seriously.

i miss miss miss.... ):

2010-09-15T00:28:00.006+08:00

If only, everyone didnt drift..

If only we can pause and stay at the good times...

If only everything can remain as the same...

If only... If only....

& all the "If only"s will never come true. ):

Mugging

2010-09-11T21:29:00.001+08:00

I.SERIOUSLY.NEEDA.START.ABSORBING.INFOMATIONS.INTO.MY.BRAIN.
FOR.THE.UPCOMING.EXAMINATIONS.ON.TUES.AND.THURS.

DIE!
Changed blogskin cuz i dont feel like studying ):
Now, i gotta force myself to do so.
Right after the papers, i'm sure that i'll enjoying and relax like never before.
ENDURANCE! (Y)

2010-08-18T18:49:00.002+08:00

Everything is not the same now, having the weird weird sour sour feeling nowadays.

Call me dumb, call me stupid...

But i miss everything in the past, every single little thing. ):

I dont know whats wrong, whether is it just me or is it a common feeling among you guys.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

theres seriously no words, no words to describe how i'm feeling.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2010-08-14T17:52:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

2010-08-04T15:09:00.003+08:00

Right now, i think this blog is like officially a one-month update kind of blog. tskkkk.
Super busy with school cuz teachers expect us to hand in 1 diff assignment for each week. &&&&&&& Now, my whole entire group is sick! Mostly down with fever, cough..... blah blah.
Get well soon ppl.

Nothing much to update about july.
ONLY... kenny/ da jie/ my birthday celebration. hehez.
Its taking ages to upload the bday pics here, so..... nvm!

♥♥♥ Kenny's, on the 11th.
♥♥ Da Jie's, on the 13th.
♥ Mine, on the 20th.

2010-07-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

How true is this? -Very.

Sometimes, the best solution to staying happy is..
not to think about anything at all.

2010-06-29T02:55:00.004+08:00

I seriously can't really remember what i've done during the holidays.

Agape children's camp was tiring, yet awesomez. An experience that was totally memorable. Miss my kids especially lil Wayne and Vincent. Teehee. Sadly, cant upload any of the pictures onto the web. Sian die. ):
Other than camp, i only remember doing was rot, town, movie, drink. Thats all.
I've really gotta start saving/earning money, cuz i realized that i've been spending money like water. Especially that fucked up Kbox bill which costs like fucking 306 bucks. Lol. Sing till nua ttm!
Blah blah blah. Blah blah blah.
Holidays are gonna end alrd, knnnnnnnnnnz. I dont like! ):
Haven't start on 3d art assignments and PR project. WTF WTF. God bless. ><

Recently i've been having these flashbacks, flashbacks that reminds me of the good old days. Flashbacks that i dont wanna have cuz it aint the same right now, which is like a sad only. ):
FML manz, like seriously.

There, i've updated alrd. ^^V

So true..

2010-06-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

爱你的人不会说许多的甜言蜜语，但会做许多爱你的事。

2010-06-02T18:18:00.003+08:00

Miss having you around.

My chest hurts/difficulties breathing even worse nao. Knnbccb! ><
Today no SW = never exercise = fats still intact. ):
Bloody hell. Now theres only a word to describe school and everything in there, sucks!

Lastly,

Turn that smile upside down.

2010-06-01T23:41:00.003+08:00

This clearly describes how i'm feeling now.

I feel so moody/down/emotional lately, i think sooner or later i'll have a emotional breakdown.
No joke. Sigh.
Everything seems so sucky right now, no kidd. Its so frustrating to attend school to get lectured by lecturers, falling sick at the same time... its so wtf pls. If i can, i will fucking point my middle finger at everyone and say fuck life upside down. I really really really cannot take it. I dont know is it stress or what fucking shit is this. && Every time the same thing will repeats itself over and over again, i'm sick and tired of it alrd... back to square one. fuck this too. fuck you as well. But i'm very sure that as time pass by i'll be back to normal again. arghhhhh. Theres just so many things i wanna rant about cuz these days are shitty like shit shit shit! Having difficulties breathing lately, chest pain, and i dont know whats the actual cause.. or is it like how i always felt once in a while. Shall cut down on the intake of harmful substances entering my body, for the time being. Or maybe shall quit that habit of mine, if you know what i actually meant. A says he has things he wanna talk to me about, basically about me which i originally guessed it, sighhh. confirm guarantee plus chop will have tsunami. These days i've been thinking alot also, looking at past/present pictures which reminds me about many things, especially memories. As long as I see you smile, I'll be happy. Even if your smile isn't for me... i fucking miss you, you, you , you , you , you & you......

kkkkkkkk, theres still so much thing for me to say. but.. nvm.
fuck this world ppl.

2010-05-31T00:35:00.003+08:00

School is driving me nuts, i cant wait for holidays to come. ><
This blog is ultra super duper uppppper dead, i swear!
I miss my hair. Grow~
I need money! Need to ~~get a job~~/ start work soon.

I sorta miss the text messages that you used to send me randomly. Why.

2010-05-11T13:56:00.003+08:00

Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you?

School's still the same. Whereas nowadays things are starting to get spicy and exciting, if you know what i mean aye. *winks*
School ended early on monday, 11am! So headed down to 313 with my minahs, yanci and danial. After that, off to kiki's hse to lepak, tgt with haz as well. Mama dora cooked food for us, like nice only. Watched some thriller, then off to sit downstairs and chitchat while Dan, Haz and ki were upstairs handling iphone stuffs.

Gave school a miss, cuz i'm effing lazy.. Slight headache also. teehee.
Gonna rot at home already, thinking should ask dajie meet me not. (:
Then i can do my TAC art. ):

I MISS MY HAIR ALOT ALREADY! D:

2010-05-05T22:50:00.003+08:00

See the mutha fuckin' difference man!

This blog is like fucking dead, filled with spiderwebs already.

Finally took out all my guts and chopped off my hair, i kinda miss it already. D:
So not used to the new hair style, but i still think i look fucking weird la seriously. D:
Went over to hg mall's Jean Yip to cut hair tgt with Sean & Sam, wtf. The hair dresser just fucking chop off my pony tail and put it in front of me. Purposely or what? Idiot. ): Before that still tell me my hair very long, confirm want to cut anot. -.- Making me feel more confused right. lol. Forget it! (:

Arghhhhh, TAC module is skinning me alive! Aku tak boleh tahan all the art pieces/techniques.

I think i need to go on a diet, aku ba bat goyang goyang~~
Like nice only, yanci and i are learning malay in school (Y) Not bad! Sooner or later will understand abit more. Hoseh bo! Then the malays will learn more chinese. <:

2010-04-20T23:48:00.004+08:00

I wanna get a haircut real badly! I have a sudden urge to cut my hair short, like really really really want to!!! Something for a change, something new!! But!!!! I'm very afraid that the outcome wont suit me. I'm afraid i'll be disappointed in the outcome. AND I'm afraid of what others will comment on me about the outcome. D: HURHUR!!!

If anyone of you guys happen to read this post like within this few Days, please kindly give any opinions on this. HAHAHAHA. Knn, i sound sooooooo lame. -.-

I love art lessons in class nao! (Y)
Although i think i suck at art, cuz i DONT take art. Lol.
Learning new things!! Very interesting and exciting! Woah!

skool!

2010-04-16T15:42:00.005+08:00

I'm trying to act one cute, so ignore me. Lol.

HAI!
School's tiring me out!
I'm still not used to waking up early for school, my self-clock is still turned upside down.

I already miss staying up late with friends at some place to lepak or enjoy, drinking & partying over at punggol marina pub, overnight at friend's house, sitting under void decks talking about the past & such. Its only 1 week of school and i'm already feeling like this. Ahhhh! This term's module is all about ARTS, and i'm not an art student... which means i'm dead meat manzxs! No kidding. Was already cracking my brain, squeezing my brain cells and almost pulled out my hair today when Miss.M asks us to draw 10 drafts on out theme in like an hour. Goshhhhhh!

Hopefully god can pity me and give me some amazing skills on art. Hahah. Knn crap!

OH OH OH! Btw, coco gave birth to 2 little baby poo poos!! ^^
Although ones black and ones dark brown... (the colours are like shit)
But i'll still luv them many many! Their soooo tiny like you can squish em anytime. (Y)
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Am gonna meet little neh later! Like nice only! (Y)

2010-04-11T16:54:00.002+08:00

Genting was awesome!
Theres so much to update, but i'm just fricking lazy to type it all out. teehee!
This holiday is the best holiday i've ever had in these years...
Partying, drinking.....etc. Enjoying life. (Y)

Nao, school's gonna start tml. I hate it, seriously. But i miss seeing ppl in school. So...... idk ? Lol.
Anyways, i'm glad that i've passed my exams. BUT I FRICKING GOT THE SAME RESULTS AS BEFORE. knn. Oh well.

Need to upload ALOT pictures from genting. ):
My com & fb effing lag laaaa. cb. D:

2010-04-06T02:15:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since i last updated. This blog's like dead already.
Kays, nothing much these days. Everyday similar routine.
Drinking, Slacking, Partying, Blah blah blah with the ♥Alot(s) & all!! (Y)

Had brunch today with Junze over at Hg mall, met Mich sis at some void dck and lepak awhile before heading down to sk to meet Sharon & co. Sean came, went to compass to change money.
1 More day to GENTING!! ^^ (Y)
Song bo~~

Kay fuck, i cant upload pictures on fb & blog. I dont know why! Argh, so fustrating.
&I'm very lazy already. Toodles~

Love it ttm!

2010-03-25T00:56:00.002+08:00

Chalet was fricking awesome manzxszxs!
Too many things to update, but i'm effing lazy to recall and type out everything. ^^

Sunday.
Family bbq together with Auntie Kim&family, Michele, Sharon, Alvin & Chuanho.

Monday.
Went wild wild wet with Michele, Sharon, Chermaine, Chuanho, Alvin, Sean in the afternoon.
Had dinner, Natalie & boyf came. ^^ Stella & boyf too!!!! (:
After they left, Drinking sessions at night with everyone plus Kenny, Mike, Jasper & their friend. I sort of like the feeling when you're practically sober, just that you're feeling tipsy at the same time.
Played poker, dare cards and such. (Y)

Tuesday.
Check out in the morning. Went over to Louise's chalet to rest and such.
Burned my pants while gambling in the afternoon, like wtf manxzsx! Bbq in the evening. (:
Played truth or dare at night, no liquor. But the guys drank beer, drama. Especially Sean, talking no link to everything. Hahahaa.

Wednesday.
Check out.
Had to carry everything which is fricking heavy, while having bodyaches due to www, less space for sleep, lack of sleep & otherssssss. TERRIBLE! Had breakfast at kopitiam over at downtown.
After that took a cab home with Michele.

Overall, this chalet period was fricking awesome!!!! (Y)
All pictures not with me. Teehee! (:

2010-03-21T01:50:00.006+08:00

Friday.
Met Michele, Sharon & Winnie in the bus, went over to SP for first day of work.
Help set up buffet/catering stuffs. Blah Blah blah~ Saw many interesting VIPs & to top it all up, this event is "International Conference on Early Childhood Education". WTF, i feel so weird. lol.
But its like so cool seeing how those ECH ppl look like. Some are friendly thou. (:

10 hours of torture ended and we packed many many food back. Seriously alot!
Took a cab over to Alvin's place with all the food, passed some to Germaine, back to alvin's place to wash up. Sean came, watched telly & ate alotttttt~ Die, i can feel the fats coming in. ):
After some time, Sean left. Rot a while..... Alvin went to meet Jianyang to gamble at some place, so we girls took a cab home. (:

I cant wait for chalet later on. Weeeeeeeeeee~ Sunday - Wednesday! Hope this will be fun. (:
Kay, wtf. Managed to upload 5 pics up here thennnnnn blogger got problem.
Will upload like.............. soon. (:

Take that! \m/

2010-03-16T20:24:00.004+08:00

Attended ROMP V with my dearest peeps.

Met Alvin at Sharon's place, walked to Rivervale mall to get light sticks over at Daiso. They had their dinner then went Sengkang mrt to meet Chermaine & Michele. Took train over to Clarke Quay to meet Salient & Hidayah (dk spell correct not). Met Stella & friend at the queue there. Queued like fucking long i swear, hate that seriously. hhehehehe, nvm its worth it. Saw many people there as well- Kelvin, X.justin, Jaron, Gary, Justin, Dalian, Arron. LOL.

Like seriously wtf, when everyone entered Zirca and i cant get in cuz difeent queue. Need to sort of re-queue over at the "guest list" line. Very sot at that time.
But overall had fucking great time with everyone. TEEHEE!!

PICTURES NOT WITH ME. ):
PEOPLE PLEASE UPLOAD. TYVM!
OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
♥
I wanna see you on the dance floor
I wanna see you on the dance floor
I wanna see you on the dance floor
I wanna see you on the dance floor
I wanna see you on the dance floor
I wanna see you on the dance floor
I wanna see you on the dance floor
I wanna see you on the dance floor
I wanna see you on the dance floor

2010-03-15T03:01:00.003+08:00

HAI HAI!

Friday 12 March.

Home > Compass Point > Alvin's House > Plaza Sing > Home

Michele came over to my place early in the morning to start doing on her resume.
Dad fetched us over to compass to run some errands, then went up Sharon's place to look for her. Took a cab with Chuan ho, over to Alvin's place for dinner. Which is like going over to Jurong West just to have dinner, (Y) LOL.
After dinner trained from BoonLay to Commonwealth, then change to bus all the way till DhobyGhaut there. Met Chermaine there. Bought the 12.05am tix to "Alice in Wonderland". Went to Parklane play pool. But before hand tried to rush and buy another ticket for Jianyang. Watched till around 2plus. Nearly the End of the show Jianyang fell asleep, Haha!

Cabbed home with Michele & Chuan Ho while Alvin Jianyang took NR bus and Sharon & Chermaine share another cab..

Saturday 13 March.
Went Simei @ around 4pm, for some gathering over at Auntie wong's place. Supposedly to be a high tea session, but i dont think it is? Lol. i dont know. Kay, at around 10pm dad fetched me to Far east plaza to meet Sharon & Michele. Took a bus to some place called Demsey road, Oosh bar. Had some drinks there, Chermaine came and made it in time to drink the "Flaming Lamborghini" ^^.

Jiyou and ChinKiat came after awhile. Drink abit more then left cuz Alvin had to go friend's house gamble.
Cabbed with Michele, Sharon and Chermaine. Dropped Chermaine at her area there then went to Jienian's house nearby to find Alex & Co.

Cabbed home round 2-3am.

Sunday 14 March.

Stayed home for the whole entire afternoon like good girl.
Only went downstairs to meet dear Syairah and her friends. Lol. Chit chat, blah blah.
Went kpt toilet, accompanied her wait for her bus and went home. (:

BAI BAI !

Cuz when i leave for the night, i ain't coming back! ^^

2010-03-11T23:19:00.006+08:00

Examinations are finally over, thou i dont think i can score well but.. pray hard i'll pass.
This also means that holidays are here! weeeeeeee~
So many plans to go to. I can't wait. \m/

Wednesday, HR paper was...... nvm.
Kay went to PS with Ki, Haz, Yanci, Alicia to buy my bag. Had lunch and set off to 313 to walk around, followed by ion. Went home to get changed and met Alvin & Jiyou at house downstairs.
Hougang mall to meet Michele, had dinner at mac. Sharon & Sean came afterwards. Decided to go clarke quay, so rotted there. Walked to esplanade there to chill. Played like crazy, seriously. But time flies fucking slow man. Played the classic 'ice & water', 'what time is it mr.wolf?' and some spining game where we all fell hard on the ground like no body's business. LOL. Total fun man! Took pictures & vids too. (: One day it'll be up on fb. &&&&& my bahbah all exposed already! ):
Walked over to penisular to grab something to eat, drink & went to the toilet. Played l4d at some lan shop for an hour & everyone went to took first bus/train.

Home, Bathe, Concussion. Lol.
Woke up @ 6 plus 7pm and feel the pain in my muscles. wtf.

2010-03-06T23:25:00.004+08:00

Today's.

Woke up at 8am plus to find myself "paralyzed" on bed, wtf.
Sore throat has worsen, headache, body ache.. so didn't went another job interview with Sharon.
Did some revisions before taking a nap in the afternoon, woke up by brother and...

Attended Janesse's 1st birthday celebration. I love love love the deco and stuffs la!!

Lousy phone cam, lol. But i fricking like that pink castle cake!!
&&&&&&& colourful "Princess" helium balloons.
Told mum i want these 2 for my 18th birthday celebration. LOL. like crap only.

Ya, i know my brother got one fucking jiao bin. Lol!
&I look like i chopped off my hair. ><

Stella... the guy with pink colour is your xiao shuai ge ehh. LOL. If you're seeing this. (:

Weiwei s fricking adorable. ^^
Knn, eye bag! ):

Sherman and "mini gf" LOL

Friday's

Attended school for only 1 hour, headed to mac for breakfast with Yanci & Alicia. Short nap before heading to Eunos with sharon for job interview. Back to sengkang to do some revisions, freshen up, met sean downstairs and headed to hg to meet Jiyou and Michele. Took train to Somerset to meet Alvin & Lorraine. Watched Jack Neo's new film, "Being Human". Its fricking hilarious laaaa!!!

Last Friday's.

Watsons sale @ Singapore expo.
Ton @ Alvin's house.

Last Saturday's

Revisions @ Rivervale Plaza.

Last Tuesday's

Alvin's 18th birthday celebration @ Punggol Marina.
Other pics that day still not here yetttttt.

Opened up the chat log for msn, Read through some old old chats.
Came across one particular one, which brings back memories that i guess it cant turn back & It won't be the same anymore. I fucking miss hanging out with you like hell lots laaaaa. How depressing is that huh. I'm already stressing over exams, then 'happened' to came across this. Like wtfffffff. HURHUR! ):
FML.

2010-03-04T16:57:00.004+08:00

THINK I'M BALDING SOON.
PULLING OUT MY HAIR ALREADY!
I'M HAVING SORE THROAT, FLU, slight HEADACHE.
&I STILL NEED TO STUDY MY ASS OFF FOR THS MOTHER FUCKIN' EXAM NEXT WEEK!
SERIOUSLY I'VE NO MOOD TO STUDY MANXZS, CUZ HOLIDAY MOOD IS ALREADY ACTIVATED. FUCK IT.

HURHUR! ):
I WANT THIS TO END SO BADLY!!! SEE ME DIE!
JIAYOU!!!!

2010-03-03T15:16:00.004+08:00

♥ Happy 18th Birthday Alvin!
Officially 18, shall hear all of us say "Thank you Alvin~" very often from now. (:
Hope you like what we gave you uh.

Fortunately, ended school early.. So went back home to get changed for the night. Met Sharon and Michele at compass to get started on the prezzie. Though the gift is like last min, hope you like it uh Alvin. Lol. Cabbed down to Punggol marina to meet everyone there.

Took lots of pictures in Michele's phone, crap alot, chill alot......
Blah blah blah, well... overall enjoyed it manzsx! Makes me feel like its a weekend but actually it isnt. (:
Gave school a miss today! Woke up with tired eyes, sore throat, flu, injuries on my leg (idk why!)
Kay, like fucked up! Dont know whats wrong with blogger, i cant seem to upload any pictures laaa. ): Asked Michele to go online to send everything to Sharon. So, Sharon!!! UPLOAD ALL INTO FB KAY KAY?? <3 <3 Yesturdeyyy was awesomezsxzszxzs. Liike verryy! \m/

2010-02-28T17:36:00.005+08:00

Examinations on 8, 9, 10 march.
I'm gonna be in deep shitz manxzs, 1 more week & i havent started on anything!
I need to get at least a 3.0! Gimme 2.8 i also happy liao.
Kill me naosxzsxzxszs!

Rivervale Plaza ytd to do some revisions, some as in SOME only! Wtf.
Over at mac, they played monopoly, stress, truth or dare and stuffs......etc etc
Went over to future park at about 4-5am to continue playing truth or dare, like wth only. The dares are like..... arghhh! Got to do many stinky, crappy, shitty stuffs like drawing on the sole of my feet, smelling some stinky feet, blah blah... It'll be effing fun if we were to play this during our stay a chalet. (Y) After all of that, went to play some stuffs at the playground there, i dont know how to explain whats that actually.. but overall it was fun ans awesomezxszsx! &&&&&I FUCKING FELL OF THAT THINGY WHEN I WAS SITTING ON IT AND IT WAS SWINGING IN CIRCULAR MOTION. Wtf, pain bodoh!

Very surprised that i was very energetic after playing all these, shall do that some other time when i'm bored/sleepy and spending the night @ sengkang. (:

Edited-
I forgot to blog about friday, so here it goes....!
Friday was quite fun also! Presented our assignments, kfc in classroom, played ice & water in classroom as well! Then travelled to Singapore expo with Sharon, Alicia, Yanci and her friend. Alvin came over to find us too. Watsons sale! (: Hehehe. After that, went home to get changed and off to meet Sharon at sengkang. Took a train to town to find Alvin and Heekent. Chilled over at Shaw mac, Michele came. (: Blah blah, walked like fuck that day.. waited for Night Rider for fucking long also, went Jurong. Met Jianyang at Jurongpoint, blah blah blah. Then camped in Alvin's house. Fell alseep like i dont know what time. Cab home with the girls in the morning, buey tahan! (:

It.Dey.It.Dey.It.Flower.It
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAH!

2010-02-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

I'm very scared.
I think i need to wear specs soon, i keep looking at the computer screen like so damn fucking near. Even dad asks why i liddat, just like Sherman. Ohhhh man!

Thank.God.Tomorrow.Is.Friday (:

2010-02-22T23:12:00.001+08:00

Cancer Weakness Keywords:
- Moody
- Clingy
- Self-pitying
- Oversensitive
- Self-absorbed

Cancer and Independence:
Cancer is the astrology sign that is packed full of contradictions so when it comes to independence, they possibly can or can not be independent. On one side, they have the perseverance and drive to do what needs to be done, they are self-sufficient and do not need to depend on other people for the material and physical things in life. On the other hand, they depend on people for emotional support and encouragement. A Cancer that is not fully self-actualized will need the constant support of others and will not be very independent but the Cancer that is 'evolved' and has properly harnessed their emotional issues will be wildly successful as an independent human being. They crave attention and comfort from other people and they are happiest when they have a small, close knit group of friends or family.

Cancer Temperament:
They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. Even when all needs are satisfied, they can be irritable and cranky. They have an uneasy, delicate temperament. The contradictory nature of Cancer gives their temperament the wild mood swings and possible temper tantrums. They are easily offended and will sulk and wallow in self pity for a long time when they get hurt.

What it's like to date a Cancer Woman:
The Cancer woman is a very sensual woman with deep emotions and passion brewing underneath the exterior. To reach these will require time, patience and tenderness. Do not expect to have her open up to you right away and jump into a relationship. She will not make the first move and will not be forward with you, you have to do all the work. Do not try to lead her on because Cancer woman is very in-tune with a persons motivations and she will see right through you. Trust is the single most important thing to Cancer. If you ever betray her trust, you might as well move on. She needs love and security. Cancer is the perfect woman for the man who loves to sweep a woman off her feet with romance. She is sensual, sweet and flirty and you two will engage in a gentle, flirtatious dance together while the relationship builds. Once there is a solid, secure foundation, the richness of the relationship will emerge. She is old fashioned, feminine and sensual and patient, if you are the man who can give her what she wants, a relationship with a Cancer woman is wholesome and rewarding and can last a lifetime.

Like sooo true only. (Y)

2010-02-21T19:33:00.007+08:00

Sharon's gonna fucking gan me again, cuz i copied and paste. \m/

Saturday, 20th February.

Bomb sharon wake up at 7 plus, cuz cant get through her phone. INVALID SIM. -.-
Wanted to go prawning. But in the end, after a series of event, some couldn't turn up. Left Me, Michele, Chermaine and Sharon at Sharon's void deck playing, craping, joking around.
Mike and Kenny came after their event. Went 7-11 to run some errands and buy some stuff. Thn Chermaine, Mike and Kenny left us. So we went to the staircase to relax, gossip, heart-to-heart talk and others... till 5 plus 6. Cabbed home again.

Friday, 19th February.

Met Kenny and Mike first. Went over to Kenny's house to bai nian, then sharon came up as well. Then cabbed to Sylvia's house which is just 1 bus stop away, lol! This is what lazy people will do. Stayed there till night, Alvin came for awhile. Went over o Future park while Mike and Kenny when other place. Michele came, Saw ck& co.. Natalie came as well. ^^
Started to play cards when Jianyang and friend arrived. Lastly, Heekent joined us. Ate breakfast at mac in the morning, cabed home tgt with Michele. (:

Wednesday, 17 February.

Met Chermaine and Sharon over at compss point. Cab down to Jurong point to meet Alvin, Jianyang and Heekent. Then Kenny, Mike, Jiyou, Esmund came along. Played in the arcade, kena touch by some stinky old guy. F him. Went over Alvin house to bai nian. Kenny kept loaning cash to Me, Chermaine and Sharon to play blackjack. In the end won $152.
So he took the $2 and split the remaining equally among us. Cabbed home using it :P
Thanks Kenny :D

To you: I didnt mean for all of this to happen.
I'm not the type who will express myself so freely,
Sometimes i dont even know what i want/feel.
You'll be better off with someone even better.
So... I'm sorry i can't be perfect.
Really am.
Lets just hope we could still be friends. (:

2010-02-13T21:01:00.003+08:00

(Y) T.G.I.F!!!
Slacked a while after school before deciding to head to my place first, so i could change. Then, to sharon's place so she could change as well. On the way there we talked about many things, really.. more than you can imagine, some no link also we can find things to say about. Lol. Met Alvin and Jianyang over @ Rivervale mall's daiso. Blah blah.
After jy left, met Chermaine over at Rivervale Plaza to have dinner. Blah blah...
In the end, slacked at some dark place near Nat's hse. Together with: Sharon, Chermaine, Michele, Nat, Melvyn & Desmond ( last minute this two came over to find us after finding us for like 45 minutes? Haha)

Home @ around 1-2am, thought i fucking left my phone on the road or something. Luckily i didnt. If i did.... can might as well die! Lmao.

Asshole brother. \m/
Hardly ever got the chance to take a picture with him. Haha.
What an ass.

Woke up at about 2plus 3pm, went to meet Quack and Mengsoon over at hse opp for awhile before heading to grandma's place. Reunion dinner was awesome! Miss grandma like hell lots. Felt so guilty that i never visit her often already...): Never go over to my mum's side cuz not very close and i lazy. :x hahaha.

Gonna go find something to do. buaiizsx buaiizxsz~

2010-02-10T12:58:00.005+08:00

The symbolic meaning of the color pink is joy and happiness.
Think everyone wants both joy and happiness. But, it seems so hard to make things go according to your way and get hold of the things that you want.
I think i'm fucking weird, cuz i think alot....ALOT, i dont know how to express myself, i always hide how i feel, and the usual... i think i'm short fat ugly.. like....
iiexzs wantz tuuzs lookszx liikezs chiioooo buzxs, sliim sliim liike bamboosxzs, euuzxs knowzsxz~ ):

someone agree with me will you?

P/S: I miss going out Stella Tan Qiu yan, Natalie Goh, Jovis Ng.....etc etc alot alot!

2010-02-09T20:29:00.002+08:00

Hellos, Sharon here. At Lynn house doing her new blog skin and.... Of course, I sneaked in to her blogger to blog something lame like this.

:D Hi Lynn, PEEK-A-BOO!

Edited-

Kay, Gonna finish up subject web and add in more stuffs into Brainstorm web. Then rationale, the lesson plans and other stuffssssssssssssssssssssss. BY FUCKING FRIDAY.
Fuck all assignments seriously. I've got no mood for everything la. cheesebyeszxs! ):

Mum just bought me something from Forever 21, agrees to get me a laptop, dad says 300 bucks to buy new clothes, maybe an increase of allowance, blah blah blah.
Guess she's gonna bribe me all the way so i will agree to go poly. (N)

2010-02-08T18:27:00.005+08:00

Fricking lazy to elaborate alot on what happened during the weekends.
Miss M's house on Friday then over to town ^^.
As for Saturday....
Sengkang > Bottle tree@ Yishun> Chermaine's hse @ Punggol
> Hougang > Pub @ Serangoon > Someone's hse @ Hougang.

In conclusion, Happening. Very very happening.
Here is a copy and paste version of what happened. (:

Met Sharon bout 5 near Compass, took 965 to Yishun to find Alvin. Suppose went fishing, but decided not to xiasuey ownself, went to slack instead.

Around 7 plus 8 plus, went to Punggol, Sharon met MQ. Ate dinner at KPT, Chermaine came find us. Slack below her block before going up her house, Saw Quack and Mengsoon. ^^ Stayed over there for awhile before heading back to hg.. Took 62 to 401 there, tried to withdraw money, but can't. So walked over to Hougang Plaza opposite the block find Michele. Then walked over to find Jiyou.
Slack there awhile, before deciding to go Serangoon drinking. Call Sean and ChuanHo to go too.
Kenny and Mike came afterwards. Blah blah blah. Went back to Hougang.
Stay at somebody's house till first bus, Home sweet home. (:

Woke up in the afternoon & went over to Sengkang to meet Sharon and to consult her about HRA stuffs. Fucked up, studied the wrong chapters and therefore i can conclude that my HRA test can point middle fingers at me already. Good Game.

Pictures:

There are more, but i'm lazy to upload it and Sharon only uploaded these. (:
What more do you expect from a copy and paste. ^^

I don't wish to be home everyday, looking at your faces. Whatever i say is no use, no chance to voice out my opinions, no chance to bargain at all! Knn. Even if i follow your way, one day I'll go crazy. No kidding. Now i only look forward for weekends... so i wont be able to see you two. I don't want to talk so much cuz i know the outcome of it. You still wont budge, wont understand, wont listen, wont empathize, wont talk nicely.....etc etc.
Make me sad only, Fuck you!

Was crapping with Alvin just now on MSN and came up with this>>>
Heres one for the clique...
Here is your share of my heart. Haaha!

Divide the big portion into little portions and keep it, locked up inside yours.
Be honoured! (Y)

2010-02-04T23:25:00.003+08:00

I find this unique. (Y)
Credits to jz bro. \m/

Broke down in class, right in front of Miss pearl, at the teacher's table. wtf, I never expected it to happen. Knn. ): Throw face.
Think i'll be dead meat tml, cuz theres HRA test... Confirm F.A.I.L! No joke. &I definately need to carry out lecture notes on weekends already. Just to read it during spare time.. or maybe all the time? I dont know.
Still pretty confused on what i want to be/do in future - A personal hw given by Miss pearl. SIANSZXSXSZ TTM!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.
fucklife

Let the pictures do the talking (Y)

2010-02-03T00:29:00.008+08:00

Prawning day @ Bishan.

I've caught no fucking prawns that day, guess prawns dislike me cuz i think they stink! lol.

Sheesha & Drinking @ Haji Lane.

Xi gua tian bu tian? *smiles*

Sharon's fuckin staring at me lurrrr.

Wedding dinner @ Keppel club.
F.A.T.S ):

Lastly........

*Bonus Picture*

I like this cuz its fricking funny.
Like grabbing one chunk of fatty cheeks.
Know who is it? haha.
*Blink*

2010-01-31T17:34:00.002+08:00

Hougang > Somerset > Bugis > Haji Lane > Sengkang > Hougang.

Lazy to elaborate on everything.
To cut short : Shop, Sheesha, Drink, Drunk, Drama.

In such a dilemma right now. Hate this feeling. ):
So confusing! ):

I need a break.

2010-01-29T00:13:00.003+08:00

Screw the world!

Mum & Dad wants me to quit Bishan ite.
Mum & Dad wants me to try out RP Outdoor Adventure course for few months.
Mum & Dad will send me to private school if i don't like that course.
Mum & Dad will let me choose the course i wanna study for private.
(Hopefully they'll keep their word)
Mum & Dad will find ways to let me attend private school.

"Mum & Dad, Mum & Dad, Mum & Dad"
Everything has been planned out and decided for me. Theres no space for exchanging views and such to them. Guess i didn't have any choice. I cant bear to leave ech, ica, the class bonding now are way better than before. Fuck it seriously. I've got no mood to talk to mum & dad, eyes are fucking tired of crying. Knn.

Damn fucked up. I need a break. Weekends here i come!!
Create havoc till you don't recognise me. \m/

2010-01-28T17:45:00.003+08:00

Posting results were out yesterday, woke up due to the bombings of messages and calls from fellow friends. The thought of going to school at noon were dashed when i know which course i got into. Like knn, Outdoor adventure @ rp... nono for me! ):

Sort of quarrelled with dad over this. Went to meet Michele over at her place then bus to Sean's place at Macpherson. Travelled to rp for appealing & waited for Alvin to end lesson. Appeal was a failure, c.o.p of all the courses given to me shot up like so high. wtf. Soooooooo, gotta convince my parents to allow me to stay in ite already. ^^

After lunch at rp, traveled to town... walked till my legs ache. Lepak at Mac cafe till 10 plus, talking about the ups and downs during secondary school times. Fun times lurrrrrr...

TODAY SEEMS LIKE A VERY SUEY DAY FOR ME, or maybe for some others as well.
1. Watch spoil, hurt my hand as well.
2. Some crazy guy pee-ing in public like no body's business, knn! Marking his territory ley!
3. Dad forgotten to fetch me, still say "daddy's princess". -.-
4. Saw some familiar faces after school, what a face. lol.

2010-01-27T09:27:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SO FUCKED UP, TYVM!

-'-

2010-01-26T00:33:00.004+08:00

Here you go, 1 picture. Hahah!
Zoo was awesome!! Walked almost the whole entire zoo thanks to kiki, legs are still aching right now. Quite lazy to upload all zoo pictures cuz its making my Internet lag like fuck. Some funny entertainment just now with Sharon, hahaha! Damn cock, but i like! hahahah!

*Wave*

Something random,

2010-01-25T00:07:00.004+08:00

Someone entered my life,
Someone taught me what a girl should and shouldn't do,
Someone showered me with love and joy,
Someone gave me the bestest memories for the past few years,
Someone treated me like no one has ever treated me in that way before,
Someone stabbed my heart and threw it away like no body's business,
Someone crushed me into a million pieces,
Someone avoided and ignored me ever since,
Someone will never feel how much i go through,
Someone moved on like nothing has ever happened,
Someone made me feel like the world is ending,
Someone really made me feel like there's no meaning in life anymore,
Someone is part of a wonderful thing in the past,
Someone, who i start beginning to dislike,
Someone, who makes me wanna burst,
Someone made me lose trust in r/s and everything,
I've learnt a thing or two after Someone, "Trust no guys".
& To that someone..
I need to put down and forget.
Fuck you, Someone.

I need to live my life to the fullest, enjoy every moment i have with such wonderful family & friends that i have. I believe that 2010 will be a better one. 2010 FTW!

2010-01-24T02:07:00.003+08:00

Kays! I'm so happy that friday's lessons were all cancelled which means no school! ^^
Was actually going town but since Sharon dont like, we decided to head to bugis to shop and for sheesha. Eventually, Sharon didnt come. So met Jovis over at Bugis and started walking around. This cny is so pathetic that i need to resort to buying clothes from cotton on! Nvm bout that. Met Alvin and Jianyang, then started to walk everywhere. Lol.

At night, Jianyang left met Sean, Alvin's friend and Michele. Jovis and Alvin had their dinner or something at LJS. Took bus 80 to Rivervale plaza, which means no more sheesha.... nvm!!! captured many many pictures in the bus as well!! Waiting for pictures to be uploaded on fb so i can have it. (:

Lepak over at mac for quite some time, had fucking headache which really spoils mood la! Bought panadol from 7-11 then walked over to Punggol park while Jovis took a cab home. Lepak at the pond there, talking crap and such. Fucking hilarious i swear!!! Especially when Alvin and Sean starts to talk about the 'Be a man' thing. Hahahahahahaahah! The thought of it makes me want to laugh again! Took the first bus back home.

JUST NOW WEDDING DINNER, the service suck like hell la.
Never automatic help us refill drinks, still keep our cups away without warning. Lol!
Was like commenting on almost everything with TengYong. He's very vey guailan i swear!
Cousins all wore black dresses as if we planned it before hand, expect for some who wore others. haha! Damn cool. But knn!! I looked like a bah zhang! All the bah all BOOMZ come out like no body's business. Nb!! ):

Currently, talking on msn.....
Hpy told me this. Hahah! A reply from my previous post.. *thumbs up*

I'm feeling very fricking tired right now, only slept for 5/6 fricking hours, my legs are aching from wearing killer heels just now which made me almost sprain my ankle for like dont know how many fricking times already and now my eyes are going to close in.....5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
Peace Out. ^^v

P/s: HOW I FRICKING WISH THAT WEEKENDS COULD BE LONGER. ):

2010-01-21T17:40:00.002+08:00

Went to sk to meet Nat and stuffs. Cheerup darling! Left with Hpy not long later, chit chat and updated each other. Its been so long since we've last settle down &talked about life and all the shits thats in it. I'm so proud of myself for not tearing on anything we've talked about ytd. Although i know that i'm going to, but eventually no tears. After so long, i think that i need to enjoy life right now. I've been missing out alot for the past few years. Time to rebel! But i'll know my limits this time. Peace! (:

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

How i wish i was....

Skinny! with figure like a mannequin
Tall! At least a little bit taller than now.
Chioooo. i very envy chio ppl, knn. ):

Why people can look so purrrfect one...... Not fair! Knn.

2010-01-19T23:34:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I'll put on a smiley face,
pretend and tell everyone that I'm fine.
But actually, if you know me well enough..
You'll know that, I'm not happy at all.

Do you know how it feels like to fake a smile every time you see your friends.
Just to not let them know how you actually feel, Just to not let them worry or something.
Even i myself don't even know what i'm actually feeling inside. I'm not that type of person who expresses my feelings well, & my face cant hide my emotions well.
All i want is to be happy, i'm trying to be.
Well, fuck the world. tyvm.

2010-01-17T02:49:00.002+08:00

I'm currently over @ Alvin's place, JURONG okay!

To cut short.
Sengkang to meet Jovis and Sharon to run some errands before heading to town.
Heeren, jovis went to buy her stuffs and after that went to find junze for a while. Met sean over at old chang kee's, lepak awhile and junze & friends came over to help me with the hra survey. Hehehe, i've done it all. Thank me, kiki! Kay, not long later alvin came. Blah blah blah. Walked about everywhere, my legs are aching already. Sharon was supposed to come over to my place to overnight, but since i lose Alvin in scissors paper stone.... I'm here at jurong.

I look fucking funny right now, if you were here... you'll laugh your ass off man! No kidding.
Sharon's playing fb, Alvin went downstairs to meet friends.
Off to find something to do now... LOL!

2010-01-16T14:37:00.004+08:00

Hougang > Bishan > Novena > Woodlands > Jurong > Hougang

This is the places i've been yesterday, seems like i've been to many places hor? hor? Hahahah!
No choice, no place to go to...nothing to do as well. Was feeling so homeless! haha. Went to woodlands to find Alvin, lepak a while. Then over to Jurong Point as Alvin is meeting Jianyang and friends. So, sharon and i felt so cheated. If you know what we mean la. lol. Sharon's friend, Xinyu came to look for her and blah blah blah. After that went up to Alvin's hse to lepak some more while he get ready to go town. Used laptop and stuffs......... LOL!
Went to find Germaine & Sharon's friends while Alvin and Jianyang abandon us. Stayed at Jurong point till 11 plus and got home at some time over midnight. Effing tired i swear!!! Was very very lucky to catch my last bus back home. ^^

Going out with my girls later on. & I'm so excited! I really am.
Its just like the past, hopefully it'll be. (:

I'm so in love with the song 'First bad habit', i think the lyrics are nice and sooooo damn true.

as good as dead.

2010-01-12T00:43:00.004+08:00

I'm utterly disappointed in myself, although my parents don't blame me.
Why can't i be as smart as jimmy neutron?! With a brain as big as a humongous peanut! Why can't i be naturally intelligent?! HUH HUH! Studied my ass off, which is very unlike me.. And yet i still get such shitty result, followed by shitty courses available. Knn. I think I'm not cut out for studying la. Seriously, Die!

I'm actually thinking of continuing to attend school while waiting for the posting results. And if i ever got into some fucking shitty course, i might want to continue staying in ech. Feeling so fucked up right now. I don't even know whether I've the mood to attend school tomorrow.

Nabeyyy cheeeeeee byeeeeee !

2010-01-10T16:32:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY WAS EFFING FUN!
Met up with beloved primary school buddies Jia Ling, Cheris and Dun ya. Over at Ceni, Caught the 5.15pm show, "vampire's assistant" or something like that. Show was quite okay, exciting, but a little lame as well. lol. No offence. Boon Kiat came, while i was over @ Bbq Chicken for dinner with Sly & co. to celebrate Miss Sly's 19th birthday which is on Tues. Hohooo!

My food was..... bleahh! I think its nicer at tamp. After dinns, walked around for a while.. Then went over to Serangoon, Jia Ling's place to lepak. Hahah! We played games that can make you laugh till you'l have 8 packs. Hahah!! Left at about 1am plus, Cheris and Dun ya accompanied me walk home and they took a cab back home.
Shall wait for all pictures to be up on fb. ^^

Tomorrow, O level results are out.
I hereby wish everyone GOODLUCK for tomorrow's result taking.
All the best! *Cross fingers*

2010-01-07T20:40:00.003+08:00

I find that whatever is written above, seems quite.......
wont happen to me. Especially the last part. Confirm. 100% guarantee chop.

Starting to think alot nowszxsszxsxzss. Fuck it! I dont know why i've been thinking so much lately, but i just dont wanna show it all out. Know my pattern, i'm like that. hor hor ?

Sianszszsxszx!

Fuck love. Seriously. Fuck it.

A simple reminder to self :
Me shall enjoy life to the fullest from
now.
Me must try to be a better person. I think i'm bad.
Me must try to be ^^ and not the opposite.
Me must try to be strong, mustn't show any sadness even if i do feel it.
Me must do this, Me must do that.....
Me must remember this...
TRUST NO GUYS.

2010-01-06T16:27:00.005+08:00

I don't know why but i feel...

Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated.

School is fucking draining out all my energy!!!! ):

Goodbye Hols, Hello School. ):

2010-01-03T17:15:00.005+08:00

Fufu, Lulu, Me, Sharon, Chermaine. ^^

Botak Alex. ^^

Fufu and Lulu. ^^

Chermaineeee! ^^ MAINE MAINE MAINE!~

Maine and Lulu.

Fufu and Sean. Credits to me, was being bored. hahaah!

Jianyang, Me, Sean- nanny of the day & Fufu
Credits to Sharon. ahaha.

chool is gonna start tomorrow, so fast...... I dont like it. My holiday mood just begun to re-start again but need to go back to school again! argggghhhh fuck! On the brighter note, i'm gonna see my crazy classmates real soon!! With lots and lots of chit chats, craps and alot more. Really dont look forward to the piles and piles of assignments waiting for us, you know! ):
I'll rather choose making play kits than written out assignments!!!!

Luv Luv everyone!
Miss Miss everyone!

Hope Hope to meet everyone real soon AGAIN!!!

2010-01-01T19:08:00.005+08:00

H.A.N.G.O.V.E.R

Went over to tpy to meet Sean after work, met Alvin and friend- Jianyang there as well. Took a bus to Sean's place cuz he wants to take a shower and change. Cab down to compass to meet Sharon, Louise, Jovis, Chermaine. Had a hard time hiring for cabs... eventually cab down to Punggol Marina for happy hour. Met Verene, her 2 friends- Hebe & Ah mao, Sandy & her friend, Alex & co there. It started off okay, then everything went blur. Sean said i looked like i'm being possessed. Lol. Dont know i it exaggerating or not. But i only can remember a little bit of everything ytd/this morning. Cab down to sengkang, vomit ted in the cab, Slept on the bench. Felt better and they told me stuffs bout what happen earlier on. Knn, throw face.
Thank you all for taking care of me. Sorry for any inconvenience caused!
(Pictures not with me)

You shouldn't have come, although i was hoping you were. What ever i do, you'll not be satisfied you'll not be touched. I'm not your type of girl, ya ya i think its just plain excuses.
I know I'm not good, i scold vulgarities and other stuffs as well. I'm not a good girl, i guess.

Now, my new year resolution is to get you out of my life, mind, heart.
From now... Live life to the fullest!
Luvin all my friends and family. Rock on! \m/
Lastly....

Happy new year to all,
GOODBYE 2009!!!! HELLO 2010!!!!!!!
&May 2010 be a better year for everyone.

I totally agree on this!

2009-12-31T01:51:00.004+08:00

Came across this in sharon's post. Fucking true! Think girls will give a thumbs up and guys should take a look at this and take note!

Guys drink to forget about girls.
Girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can’t forgive.
Girls can forgive but can’t forget.
Guys break up when they feel love from another girl.
Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man.
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them.
When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
And finally, guys wish to be her first love
while girls wish to be his last

Its like,
I want to be his favourite hello & His hardest goodbye.

Looking forward

2009-12-31T01:26:00.006+08:00

2009 was like a roller coaster ride. Many ups and downs, quarrels, new school, new classmates, new friends, drifts and such. Made quite a number of lovelies this year as well. Thankyou, everyone, standing by me when i needed you all the most. Giving me advices, supporting me, lending a shoulder to cry on..etc, making me laughing as always. I know i've been a burden to you all sometimes. With the tears, rants and stuffs like that, negative stuffs.
There is so much for me to say, and i dont know how to thank you all enough.
So to cut short on everything..
I LOVE YOU GUYS. ^^
& i miss those who we've seem to drift apart, somehow.
I miss everyone in the past, everyone... every single one.
(cant seem to upload pictures. ): )

Few hours to the arrival of 2010. May i be a great new beginning, a better year for everyone.
Looking forward for something new and exciting. God bless

Your Love Horoscope
You are feeling a little bit at a crossroads with those in your immediate environment, Cancer, but this will not impede your romantic goals at all. Though you sometimes have a tendency to come on a little too strong, you can overcome this today so long as you are not oblivious to others needs or intentions. You are feeling an urgency to take positive steps towards your romantic goals, but just be sure that you are not overstepping yourself or sending mixed messages. Whether you are single or attached, you will do well today if you think before you speak.

2009-12-30T03:43:00.006+08:00

Met the girls over @ Ave8's mac to discuss about out HRA assignment. As expected, ended up crapping more than discussing. Headed to somerset to meet sean.. blah blahhhhhh. Went to find jovis at work place. Witnessed some very happening scene. haha. Tangs to find Jz, train back tgt. Next stop, sengkang to find chit and co to lepak~~ Home after that, daddy's angry with me cuz i always reach home late and he refuses to give me money to go out! So, i must be a good girl already... so that 31st i can ton. Hahaha! Motive.

Sylvia very sexy hor?! hahaah!

^^^^^^^^^^^^
Was like thinking should i or should i not cut my hair like this..

You can fucking see that i dont have enough sleep!!! >< arghhh Okay, bye!

2009-12-29T04:14:00.002+08:00

Is been so long since i have a proper proper post already.
These few days = so fucked up!

Went to Plaza Sing with jz to watch Avatar, bought the 3.40pm tix. Rotted while waiting for show to start. Show was alright, very happening and exciting. The funny part was all the fricking guailan comments given by us and some stranger talking to his friend. Hilarious! Cant stop laughing i swear! Till now!! lol. After show, went to play pool. Fucked up, on the way there i almost sprain my leg again! I dont want to wrap another dumpling on a different leg this time luh! & now its starting to hurt, i dont know why either. Shit it! Hope it wont hurt much tml, i still wanna go out one! ^^
Kay, and as usual i kept on losing in pool. Like very wth.. Few rounds later went on our separate ways.. sengkang to lepak, then home sweet home.
Its 4.25am right now, and im fucking hungry laaaa! Think i'm gonna have gastric soon.
& Thanks to sly's wonderful friend, i kena bluff like one idiot. -'-
( pictures all not with me. jz you better post. )

Before i go.... I shall say something very lame.

" Today i eat ________ with extra __________. " - today
" Today i eat ________ with extra __________. " - tomorrow
" Today i eat ________ with extra __________. " - day after tomorrow
If you understand, LAUGH.
^^

2009-12-28T01:43:00.004+08:00

I AM SO BORED RIGHT NOW. SO I DECIDED TO DO THIS..
YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO BOLD THE WORDS THAT ARE TRUE.

001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies.
010. i have been in a threesome.
011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. i believe honesty is the best policy.
013. i have acne free skin.
014. i like and respect al sharpton.
015. i curse frequently.
016.i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby. but i don't make it as often as i can anymore
018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022.i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
023. i love rain.
024. i’m paranoid at times.
025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs.
035. i have a twin.
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. i think prostitution should be legalized.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. i have cheated on a significant other.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single.
050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. i would classify myself as ghetto.
056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. i’m obsessed with my blog!
058. i don’t hate anyone.
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch much music on a daily basis.
064. i have cried myself to sleep before.
065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. i’ve rejected someone before.
069. i currently have a crush on someone.
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. i bite my nails.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
080. i am very shy around the opposite sex. (hahahahah!)
081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. i have tried alcohol before.
084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
085. i own the “south park” movie.
088. i enjoy country music.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i have gone scuba diving.
101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.
103. i play a musical instrument.
104. i strongly dislike math.
105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.
106. i own and use a library card.
107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
112. i am an entirely different person around different people.
113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. i am suffering of a broken heart.
116. i am a nerd.
117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
118. i am left handed and proud of it.
119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.unless it's for the better
120. my heart resides below my feet.
121. i am a senior in school.
122. i enjoy smoothies.
123. i have gastritis.
124. i have nothing better to do with my time.
125. i am listening to radiohead right now.
126. most people call me by my middle name. Surname though.
127. i once stole a music stand.
129. i love nascar!
130. i own over 200 cds.
131. i work 7 days a week.
132. i have mono.
132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
134. i’m only wearing underwear.
136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
137. i am the most over analytical person i know.
138. i believe in wasting time.
139. i don’t listen to too much music.
141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. i love sex.
144. i wanna go home.
145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
148. i’m hungry.
149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!
151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.
152. i lied about one of the items on this list.
153. my siblings are my best friends.
155. i have a problem expressing things.
156. i have lost a parent.
157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.
161. i love sundance.
162. i do not watch television. Occasionally, even though I've got a TV in my room.
163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
164. i am living at least one lie right now.
168. i’m a little crazy.
169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.
170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.
172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
173.i have thought about suicide.
175. i can be selfish.
176. i’m so emo at times.
177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
179. i cheated on a test before.
181. i’m sick of drama
182. i need a job

2009-12-27T18:25:00.000+08:00

Your Daily Horoscope: December 27, 2009
Cancer Jun. 21 - Jul 22 (Wrong Sign?)
It appears that there is something new happening in your environment at work or at home that has been developing (or taking form) for some time, Cancer. Maybe since Mercury, the planet of your house of secrets, has gone retrograde, it cannot remain secret any longer. It is, however, not as much of a problem as it might appear to be right now, because you have plenty of support from helpful people. Don't try to fight against changes now, because they are changes for the better. Start planning now for your place in the new scheme of things.

Drink Drank Dunk

2009-12-26T19:38:00.004+08:00

Met michele at compass to have dinner and stuffs. When over to Rivervale Plaze to rot while waiting or Sylvia to come back from vivo. Met dearest nat for a while. Up to sly's friend's house to drink and such. Many things happen, lazy to elaborate. Home @ 7 plus. Slept from 8am till pm and i'm still feeling so tired.

Think i make a fool out of myself last night, in front of people i dont know and i feel fricking cui right now. My throat damn pain if you know what i mean. My eyes feel so sore and tired. Girls get emotional when they drink. I agree. I know deep down I still love you but I'm glad it's gradually fading because I don't want to be dumb enough to believe what ever you've told me. I must be strong. I must. After ytd i've got to make a point that you must be out of my life. I loved you so much and yet you dont want me. Goodbye.
*wave middle fingers*
&To everyone, sorry for all the inconvenience i've always caused. Thanks for being there for me.

2009-12-25T04:21:00.001+08:00

Although i'll still miss you at times,
Goodbye to you.

2009-12-24T14:33:00.001+08:00

I need to free myself from the past and move on for a better 2010.

Days without you were unbearable. Being with you becomes a habit, maybe a bad habit for me now to always recall our past memories. This is a bad habit i need to get rid off.

Lynn. Goodluck!

Grateful

2009-12-22T02:44:00.004+08:00

You make me feel like I've some sort of terminal disease, dangerous illness or maybe even aids, thats why you'll never ever want to be with me. Not even, over your dead body.

You're a part of a beautiful memory. A memory that i really don't wish to forget. But since things turned out like this. I guess I've to decide on what are the things i want in life. Hopefully 2010 will be a better year, a better life.
Peace.

2009-12-21T02:47:00.002+08:00

Feeling very very sian nowzxszs, still feel fricking bad about not going PH. Aww well.

Today was a very tiring day for my legs. Went to find Sean at work place, tpy. Headed down to Bugis to search for his gift-exchange's gift. Nothing much actually, only got squashed in human traffic. haha. Next stop, St James's flea market. Heart ache like hellll man! Wasn't really prepared to go there, as in money issues, damn fucked up! Nvm, Sean got the gift and blah blah blah. Dont really want to explain what happened already.

Yanci and Alicia came to find me, so sweet right! Sean passed me the gift to help him take back while he, Alvin and the rest went for the event. -.-!!! Boarded the book fair on ship. ^^ Bought a fricking heavy children' story book for brother and 3 other colouring books for him and nephews. hehehe! So adorable... i like! Didn't take the train with Yanci's friends cuz i'm shy. HAHA!! Haha! But eventually saw them in the train... so.. continued what i was doing. Kay, was fortunate enough to know that some idiot already knock off and decided to take same train. wahahahha. Walked back to ave 8 tgt because there is no more bus services already. ( Like nb cheese balls!! ) Lol. Abandoned me halfway to go makan with friends, so i walked home alone carrying heavy heavy stuffs. Rain heavily out of a sudden and luckily saw 112 last bus, so board and.....woohooooooo H.O.M.E! ^^

And a note for this idiot: Give respect hor, I'm your bestest COUSIN. -.-

2009-12-17T12:46:00.004+08:00

Lynn: YOU MUST GET RID OF EVERY FAT YOU SEE UP HERE. KNN. FAT LIKE PIG LIDDAT, ROUND LIKE BALL LIDDAT, HEAVY LIKE ELEPHANT, WHERE GOT PEOPLE WANT? *SLAPS MYSELF* CB, LEARN TO EAT GRASS!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO BECOME 40 45 50 55 60 65 70! IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. -.- I DON'T WANT! I WANT SLIM DOWN. CUT DOWN ON FAST FOODS, SUPPERS, TIDBITS. ADD ADD EXTRA EXTRA EXERCISES, DON'T BE LAZY!!!! CANNOT AFFORD TO BE LAZY! IF ONE DAY I DIE OF STARVATION, BLAME J. :X

LETS GET READY TO CHOP OF MY LEGS AND HANDS FROM MUSCLE CRAMPS!

2009-12-16T19:43:00.002+08:00

Shopping with mum on Sat. After that met sly and shopped some more.
Met Yanci and Alicia around nightfall and walked around town. ^^
Had drama workshop from monday till wednesday. Well, today's the last day of workshop and i gave it a miss cuz i wasnt feeling so well.
Gonna meet sly & co tml again to 'exercise'. hahahah! Shit it!

I really gotta get my eyes off you!!

2009-12-11T21:29:00.007+08:00

DC's project really killed me like... bang!
Finally after so many days of hard work, efforts, injuries, time, money, sleep/rest and everything sorta paid off. I'm already contented with the outcomes of the playkit. Haha. Although some part of it is not nice. I know we did our best. (:

FINALLY FINALLY ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

HELLO HOLIDAYS, I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

This means... Lots of time to sleep, rest, enjoy, relax, read my story book. Yes, story book. Never seen Lynn reading right? Natalie and Sean keep shooting me yesterday during dinner when i was reading. Its a very nice book! I like it a lot. Like what kiki said, "you'll keep wanting to flip to the next page and continue reading because you really wanna know what happened".

Went to meet Natalie at hg interchange on Yesterday evening. Took a bus over to Buangkok to have dinner with Alex and co. ^^ Its been so long since we last met up like in a group, very happy. :D But in every happy situation, there'll always be a moment of negativity. Talked Alex and Nat. That idiotic Nehneh likes to delete pictures from Bobby's DSLR. ): make me sad only.
*Pictures still with Bobby*

Today Alex and Jiun Jye going in NS, Bobby on sat.
♥ Takecare you guys! Alex, Jiun jye and Bobby!
Hope to see you all real soon.

2009-12-05T01:01:00.003+08:00

Love is when you miss him even before he is gone, when you could listen to him all night and not get tired of his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, and when you see his smile the second you close your eyes.

2009-12-04T00:16:00.002+08:00

Watched New Moon @ AMK hub with sryvia, ci5 & aricia. Shit bella. Lol!
Bump into kiki after movies as she was on her way to watch her RAIN! Took bus back to hg with sryvia, ci5 and sryvia's 16 year old friend. Went to meet ci5's friends, jason, caixing and kj (?). Lol. I dont know the name actually. lol. Okay. Had dinner at 644, shared with sryvia. Slacked under a block, chit chat and kind of them all to walk me back home. hehehe!

School tml, think its gonna be like the usual days in school. *Blink*
you know, i know. >.<

Once in a blue moon......( Insert feelings )

2009-12-02T00:18:00.004+08:00

Didn't thought i was unlucky enough to get chosen for today's story telling test. Goddamnit! I wasn't prepared, didn't rehearsed, just borrowed the book from Bishan library the day before and my props were like shit. Was shaking as if theres an earthquake, stuttered of course and overall i think i didn't do well at all! Everyone were so good and well prepared. I liked Danial's, Aini's, Vishnu's..... blah blah.. Damn nice and interesting! But mine.. Haha! I think its quite a joke. Nvm bout that. Had dinner with the girls at mac, tried the Teppanyaki burger or something,. Not bad. Started talking about 2012, the world's gonna end! And all those hilarious topics, really damn cock! Hahahah! The moment i think of it, i really feel like laughing out loud already!

Rushed back home to wash up and went downstairs to met Sean. Took a bus to Bishan (again!), to meet Alex and co at some prawning place over there. Alex is damn funny, no joke!!! LOL! Managed to try catching some myself, hehe! Next time shall go over there with Sly and co. because we always say we wanna go try out together.. in the end we didn't. Chit chat with sly on the phone, took a bus back from there and surprisingly bumped into Conan at amk bus stop. What a stalker! Hahahah!

& My mp3 is spoil!! WTF!
&& I really want to fit into small cute outfits! Fricking fats like one big book. -.-
&&& I really really wanna go watch New Moon! I really really want to! ^^
&&&&&&&I really love Bobby's DSLR. :D

I was surprised to see myself sobbing on a suppose-to-be-happy day.
Thank you sly.

2009-11-29T02:15:00.003+08:00

I've became a stalker.
Maybe not as professional as some other people.. But i'm turning into one. Hahaha!

Last night's mahjong session was fun... ^^
The jokes and stuffs were effing hilarious. Laughed till my stomach hurts, laughed till we sat on the kitchen floor, laughed till tears rolled down. Hahahaahahahahahahhaah! Home at 9am, slept after an hour and woke up this evening to makan. (:
Ci5 was suppose to bring me to eat ba ku teh, but... never! Lol
Rotting for the whole entire day already, Watching vids and shows.
I've found J's fb account, woots~

\m/ PEACE!

2009-11-27T17:20:00.002+08:00

I'm very very lazy to post. Short one for the sake of it.

Yesterday....

Tamp with Nat. Visited Jasmine aiai. ^^
Dinner at 'bbq chicken'
Sengkang for drinks with sly, nat, ci.
Stayed over at sly's.
KFC breakfast @ rplaza
Home to recup my loss of sleep.

Currently..

Watching Twilight.. Must try to rmb the story and characters again. Lol. Stm like hell.
Waiting for sly to go jurong to et her stuffs and come back with the girls.
Thinking who to meetup before heading to sly's....

Later on...

Mahjong cum homework sessions with Sly, cicicicici & Alicia. (Hopefully kiki's able to meet us. Not sure mich coming along or not too. )

Lastly..
Thanks for calling me up last night out of concern. Wasn't feeling like myself thou.
Felt damn sad and stuff but i dont know why i cant express them in front of people now, not like the past. I feel so uncomfortable, YOU KNOW?!

2009-11-23T01:58:00.003+08:00

Missing you is Worse that a thunderstorm, and being outside under an umbrella. All the raindrops are all my tears of not having you by my side.

I need to learn how to be strong. To be like someone made up of plastic, with no feelings no emotions. Sick and tired of all these kind of feelings, really. But unfortunately, it keeps on coming back whenever i try to run away from it. These feelings will never fade no matter what i do. I've tried ways, many ways to get rid of it.. But when I'm all alone.. it never fails to visit me. Sick and tired of always putting on a smile, telling everyone its alright.. When I'll secretly cry in the corner of the room. Sick and tired of acting as if i don't really care, when I'm obviously being paranoid over the littlest things concerning you. I've to hide this side of me. I've to try bottling up everything. Why? Why cant i be naturally strong. Why? Why must i be so emotional. Why? Why must i take relationships so seriously. Why? Why cant i be extremely perfect. With great looks, figure, brains. Why? Am i such a failure.

I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
Seriously.

Came across this:
Some hearts are broken and mended
Others are shattered and torn
Although it was never intended
Cuz love was eternally sworn
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
And if its healthier for me to leave you
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
You did it again
You broke my Heart
You broke it again and ripped it apart
You promised you wouldn't do that
You promised you'd always be here for me
Promised you'd never hurt me
Promises again
I trusted you
I was so stupid then..
You said you'd never make me cry
Well there's one thing I can admit
You tell a perfect lie

Its the same old story that everybody knows
One heart holding on
The other letting go
But darling,
You're a prison I can't escape
You're a decision I never make
I have cried, prayed and pleaded for that love to hold its ground
Hope was all I needed and pain was all I found
I just hope to sleep and never awaken
Theres nothing left in this world
That could replace what you have taken

You almost pick the best time
To drop the worst lines
Another false alarm
Red flashing lights
You can't do any more harm
For I am watching myself die
As I slowly start to realize
At my funeral you won't cry
They say time will kill the pain
I say Pain will kill my time

Hope was all I needed
And pain was all I found
I just want to sleep and never awaken
Nothing left in this world that could replace what you have taken
Remember this: I died for love.

Lets have an awesome time

2009-11-22T17:09:00.009+08:00

Alright, friday's childrens event was okay. Damn tiring... Thou i get to meet a handsome little boy named Chris. Lol. The name already very shuai.. *blinkblink* But sadly he's very shy! &Didnt want to take pictures with me.. Awwwwwwww~
Sylvia got her Bryan, Kiki got her Jordan. Lol!! Hafizah gets Felicia, the cute little girl who wants to bring Hafizah home!

After event, Yanci and i looked like fools. Carrying a bunch of colourful mac balloons from Bishan to Hougang. Lol! Blah blah blah.. recieved a text msg from Mengsoon, so went to meet him. ^^ So long so long... Took a bus to upper serangoon to meet Yanci & co. Haha! Singapore is so small, isnt it?! Everyone went on their separate ways, so went back Hougang to meet my dearest Salient. Chit chat till 2am, went back home. (:

Other pics are still in my phone, lazy/forgot to transfer into comp. :x

Well, i like yanci's stalker pictures alot. Balloons!

Sat.
Hougang > Tampines > Sengkang > Hougang

Met sylvia @ Compass to get some stuffs done before heading to ikea .. Popped by courts to walk around and to see someone. ZZZ. (-.-) Yanci came to meet us after her service at church. Had dinner at BBQ Chicken. After dinn, walked around the malls and Quack came down to kill time. Lol. Its been soooo damn long since i last saw him man!!
Went to sengkang for a while, who knows. lol. Sylvia came to pick me up on her bicycle, damn romantic right? Haahah. Think we looked funny but our mission was accomplished. LOL. Really really didnt expect it to happen. HAHAHAH

We looked like this when Sylvia fetch me on her bicycle, funny isnt it. Lol!

Guess, who's lips is this. Lol!

Okay, i gotta go prepare to meet the girls for dinner.

Damn! I'm sooooooooooo late.