
wow. ytd was FUN! went to town with beloved lesbo, mama&ahjie. mengsoon came along after that. has. it was sorta a disgrace to go out with him luh. HA. soooooo noisy!
went compass to have dinner.
i'm sorry, jiyou&everyone. that i've spoiled you're moods by crying.
ate delifrance for lunch&dinner. i'm BROKE man, BROKE! pool-ed at 9+ till 11. reached home at 11.30... (cut real short)
my eye is sorta swollen. ):
didnt cry. why? haiz.
meeting mama&ahjie soon. maybe mengsoon's joining.
sians. i hate my life.
i know, its my fault. everything is my fault okay.
all my doings is wrong.
everything i do is wrong.
i'm just sorry. okay. i am.
i really hoped that you'll understand how i feel for once.
): i wanna breakdown.
but i just cant!
i dont wanna let my family see me cry.
i dont wanna tell them the reasons too.
i dont wish to breakdown infront of beloved ppls.
dont wanna spoil the day.
i wanna talk to sister&cp..
haiz. tried my best to make myself stop thinking of crying.
but its difficult.
sad is my middle name.
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