sighs. these few days cant manage to use the com.
school was a total -.- , starting to feel the stress alrd. from teachers, thanks to mr.TYH, daddy&mummy, &&&those grads who had gotten their results ytd. i feel so sad seeing you all cry&all. but happy for the ones who had good results.
everyday was like.. wake up, school, home, go out, home, hw, SLEEP.
daddy's nagging at me alrd laaaa. sian!

today rushed home&got changed. met mummy at amk hub to shop for cny clothes.
finally bought the boyfriend tee man! hahas. but nth much. so i think she's gonna give me some money to go shopping tml with chermaine, before her ballet lessons. so needa rush!
dont know going where after that alrd, since mummy doesnt want me to get my extensions re-done, what else can i do? sighs...
nvm. at least i know they love me. (after every lecture they gave me, surely will say this. lols!)
just gotten like one today. &abt two to three ytd. aiyo!!!
guess i gotta mug harderrrrrr than ever.
havent been studying hard these past few years. kinda regret it alrd.
): but chermaine's N.O.I.S.Y! hahahas.. cant help it. lols. no offence. hahahas!!!! :D
shawn's in camp now; in school (sec1 camp). i wonder how is he doing now. lols.
mummy&daddy just came back home from his school. to see him attend the campfire. lols.
i totally REGRET for not going sec2 camp last last year! ):
hurhur!!!

sighs. maybe i shall wait for the ans then decide?
sighs, i dont know.
maybe i shall forget you?
but i'm afraid i'll REGRET it.
maybe i shall wait for you?
but i'll confirm hurt myself even more.
maybe i need some time?
but i think thats impossible.
maybe its better to end my life?
i think that can solve those pain&sufferings.
sighs. i dont know what to do laaaaaaaaaaaaa.

BOY,
YOU MADE "LOVE " UNFORGETTABLE.
YOU MADE "LOVE" SOUND SO SWEET.
YOU MADE "LOVE" POSSIBLE.
BUT YET,
"LOVE" FEELS SO PAINFUL.
feeling so tortured with love.
sighs. love is BLIND, who can stop it?