got back POA results, failed... not surprised! hahahas.
school is BORING!
but ahjie gave me chocolate. (: rabbit shaped!!! hahahs. cuteeeeeeee.
father shyt FINALLY contact me, asked to meet up.
but i didnt reply much, shcool what. (:
had POA srp, nothing much. just some corrections.
which i didnt manage to do much. hahas.
slacked around in school for a short short while.
on the way back, msged dad.
so when over to his hse there find him.
who knows? his two lovers were there too!
father shyt has MANY MANY MANY affairs. ): (-.-")
went back shortly........
oh, i owe ahjie a meal.
thanks to monkey. -.-"
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sharon:
i know you wont be reading my blog.
but nvm, dont think so much already ok? i understand how sad it is, and how difficult not to stop thinking & crying abt it. i know, i know. its been abt 7mths for me alrd, but i still can/will cry over these memories. but one thing to rmb: "did he even cry for you?" just realised that when conforting you.... &even if he know you cry, that son of a b*tch also never msg you, never call you, NEVER ANSWER YOUR CALLS! never asked if you did anything stupid. god knows what he's doing then, while you're sitting on the toilet floor, crying your eyes out + bleeding like....
6 years alrd, &ididnt see you so hurt before. &that guy must be a jerk! even when ****** dont like you last time, also didnt see you cry so hard before. just cant stop crying when seeing you cry laaaaaa. he's just finding excuses to want to break up with you. what you treat him not good? what you give him attitude? what fuck is that huh??? he is just not worth la. you can cry as long as you want to, as much as you want to, as hard as you want to. but most importantly, dont ever cut yourself, hurt yourself... he'll not care. even if he cares, he wont really go ask. he'll most probably hack care every shit of you...
you must remember, there are many many friends who cared abt you, cried for you...
for example, celilia, yundi...... &the others.
they dont wish to see you get hurt, so for god sake dont CUT YOURSELF.
aiya, i know. i tell you all these, but i ownself also can confort myself.
lols........ shall talk to you soon k.
(okay, shall msg her to call her see my blog alrd. :D )
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