school as usual, with 6 periods of d&t in the morning.
at 12.30, boyf & others went for their semakau trip.
having mood swings & was kinda moody today.
tried real hard to control my emotions & such.
but can seem to control them, & sorry to breakdown at such a bad timing.
nvm, after school. went over to find brother.
blah, blah, blah.
shall not elaborate any further.

I'm sorry to everyone who accompanied me there today. &for wasting your time coming down for nothing. didn't know that my brother would last min help his friend. real sad that he is as blur/dumb as me la. maybe its in the genes? some of you might think that why turn this small matter into liddat. its just pushing & calling names..... etc. but, if you know my brother's situation you might understand. okay, shall start from the beginning. since he was 3, he had high fever & was admitted into the hospital. the fever was so high that it had affected on half of his brain & was in coma for 1 week. luckily he managed to survived. but leaving half of his body sort of disabled. so, now if you've understand-ed... don't you think ppl who bully him is a bastard? normal ppl will like pity him what. aiya. seriously, i dont know how to make my brother talk. i only know that sometimes..... he hates his life.
even thou, i havent been a real good sister, but i cared.

i just don't know what i'm talking right now.
sighs. REN!!!!!!! TOLERATE.