okays, the second post of today.
accompanied sharon to the bus stop, watched her call up her friends to pose as her dad for parents-teachers meet. dont know whether she'll do it or not. nvm.
didnt know what had gotten into me, was feeling moody, sick & tired of everything. sighs, especially on o-lvl chinese examintions on 26may. i'm still troubled on how to start the topic on my results to my parents, & for the parent-teacher meet on friday. finally took a big breath and went up to mum&dad, told them to hurry on deciding the time to meet mr. ju on Friday. without answering to their questions on my results, i ran off to do other stuffs.. ._. yea, it must be dumb of me to run off, but seriously... it isnt easy to confess to your parents that you've only passed subject for mid-year, and that subject turns out to be your weakest language where you've fortunately been able to finish that paper easily, compared to the previous papers. gosh! okay. mum came over to me and told me the time she's free to meet Mr. ju, asked me about how many passes & fails, told her failed many and she walked off just like that. sighs. she must be disappointed, then told me to revise more on my Chinese and other subjects.

argh. i really hated this feeling now. most importantly, i dont even know what that feeling is?!? its like having this weird feeling inside, and that you want you scream out your feelings, not to mention crying it out. the feeling's very uncomfortable inside, very mixed up as well. makes you feel irritated, feel like making noise, feel like you wanna shout very loud but you cant, feel that every things going wrong, makes you think and spout many nonsensical stuffs too,........... i dont know. argh! theres this .... ._. indescribable feeling inside me that i just cant explain, all i can say that it's unbearable. & i think only some of you will understand what this feeling is. ????

or maybe not??

i feel like crying out of a sudden.

i simply hate life now alrights. arghs!

no doubt ,

i realised that these are just lies...

thankyou very much. ._.