cause an empty room could be so loud,its too many tears to drown them out.

vesak day; public holiday.

glad theres no school today, but unfortunately theres no place for me to go. sighs. stayed home for the whole entire day. (: didnt meet up with mengsoon in the morning for breakfast cuz parents were out, sorry!!!!! thought of having some rest so i can stay up late to use the comp. but who knows when i was abt to doze off, dad suggested to play mahjong. so played few rounds with them till now. ._. well, dad taught us how to play it. hahas.
gonna watch some cartoons later on. (:

i didnt say i hate you. i just didnt like it whenever you hit me or push my head. told you many times to stop it alrd, but you always never. when ever i have the money i'll at least treat you something, but you always seem to ask for more. even if i'm alrd broke you'll also give me attitude when i didnt buy you thing. All i can say is that i've treated you well k.

or maybe i'm just too soft-hearted or pamper you too much like what the others say??

i didnt scold you alrights, & never said i HATE you. so, you want to think what its up to you.

you ownself think who treats you well, who buys you stuffs, who plays with you, who comforts you & stuffs alrights.

what ever it is, what ever you think you'll always be my zhier la.

is whether you want or not.

as what natalie said, if you dont want more ppl to feel this way towards you, pleade change.

like how chermaine did, she can do it why cant you?

anyways, phone is available to contact me anytime. sry didnt have the time to meet up with you these few days.

sorry, zhier (: