okays, was reading my past post bout everything, especially bout you. &i realised that we've really been through many many ups and downs tgt. and i simply just cant help my tears from rolling down. ._. sighs. really, cant seem to get you out of my head. it would be utterly dissapointing if you've found another girl. spent last year's birthday alone, crying at home. thinking bout those things you've said to me, about what are you gonna give me for birthday, all those promises and what you've said during the breakup. ): My birthday's coming up next month, i wonder how would i gonna celebrate it. who? & how? sighs. thought there will be a change a few weeks/month ago, but guess now its a never. (??) oh well, at least i'm contented with the friends that i have now. and although i cant have you, i'm very contented that i can miss, see you from far away. awwww. ilu, imu, iwu, inu.

call me stupid, call me dumb.

(:

i seriously miss those wonderful times,

when you held my hand, hold me tight.

when you said that you'll love me forever,

and your love was deeper than the deepest ocean in the world.

when you taught me what was right from wrong,

and been with me through my worse times and good ones.

although we didnt spend alot times tgt& didnt really meet up often,

but i really do enjoyed those times and didnt really blame you on anything.

you're seriouly one of a kind, for me, you're the bestest guy i've met.

&i'm very lucky to be the one whom you've once loved.

i truly thank god for letting me know you.

If we were a movie.

You'd be the right guy,

And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with.

In the end we'd be laughing , Watching the sunset.

Fade to black, Show the names, Play the happy song;