Dear girlfriend,
I dont want our friendship to end like this and you should know it very well. J too. You think way too much thats why caused all these also. I'm sorry if you felt that we're not spending time with you anymore. Wheres the old you who used to treasure this friendship alot with alot of confidence? HUH? where? I miss her. I understand how you feel thats why i tried not ask you out when theres them. We also miss slacking with you every time. You think we looked happier with em, but not as much as when we're with you, you dont know that. There was jokes when you're here with us, its just that you dont find it funny as it came from the person you start to dislike. No one says you're an eye sore, its just your thinking. Being friends with you isnt wasting anyone's time, I choose my own friends so why listen and believe others? Okay, i'm sorry for the fact that i couldnt reject em thats why i ps you. But i thot it was okay cuz you were with your friends too and i'm not so close with them like you do. Seeing you enjoying yourself playing poker and talking to them gave me the thought that you'll be fine after we left that place. No ones getting retribution, if its getting back retribution you want you alrd have it that day- tickets. So no more of it alrd, no more. It hurts so much to see you in that situation, you know it. Didnt want to cry in front of you that day is just that i dont want to add on to the atmosphere. I know your character is like this, but please dont be stubborn for once. There wont be troubles thinking bout who to hang out with is more fun, cuz hanging out with anyone is also fun. With you will still remains as fun as usual, you make me laugh way harder than anyone else does, we did so many unglam stuffs tgt just to make each other laugh, smile. Nothing, No one can replace you. Whatever you text me hurt me too and whatever i've sent you back hurt the same. I know you'll cry over this, i know. We 3 cried. You dont know J cried over this at home on the phone with V, You dont know i cried in front of everyone in mac, on the road side, alone at the void deck. You dont know, you dont. You are not demanding, you just think too much, too sensitive. Me too think alot also, its just that i didnt want anything to affect on us or what so i'll always keep it to myself. You dont fail as a friend, serious. Stop thinking so much. Sx's incident, we all say what if ones friendship is very strong, no matter what others say what others do it wont have any affect on it. Say until so shuang, Now what happen? wheres the confidence now? Through thick and thin, Happy and sad, we're always tgt without fail. I dont want to lose both sides of friends. "No one is perfect in this world, have patience, try to accept some one for who they are." I fucking miss you alot. Doors are always open for you to come back, no doubt. We still have time to get back to the old days, its just whether you want or not. Not can or cannot. Dont hurt yourself please, everyones very worried bout it. Even if your parents didnt care for you, you still have us. We care.
We, I love you.
We, I miss you.
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