An undescribable feeling

I totally agree on the picture above, that's why i chose to upload it. I've never come across these kinds of things, never, and it all started when i was in secondary 1. Primary school life rocks, with no quarrels and all that. Guess as you grow up, everything changes. I was taught to learn how to differentiate friends that are worthy and friends who are not. Even though I'm left with only 1/2/no friends in the entire class due to some stuffs, i know who will be there for me.. M and co. ^^ As time passed by, more people change. For the better and for the worst. It doesn't really concern or affect me about people who change for the worse or showed their true colours cuz, I've learnt and know. It doesn't matter whether are they my true friends or not, i already know what positions they sit in me, i dint hate em but.. y'know y'know.
I think that this year has been a very unlucky year for all of us here, troubles, problems, quarrels, conflicts, misunderstandings and all the negative things happened. But we stick together. I didn't expect the people who i think their worthy for my trust to misuse it in someways, as for what i think. Did they misuse or not, i dint know. Everyone has their own limits to their patience/tolerance, right? Yes, think everyone agrees with them aye. Mine is where its gonna reach the red level real soon, real soon. I'm disappointed that everyone drifted, everyone ? Yes, i mean EVERYone. Used to be going out in a group, although it might be boring and stuff.. I enjoyed it. Since everything and everyone will change whether i like it or not. So that means i've no choice.

I finally typed and ranted it all here. I've more things to say, but i just cant remember it all in such a short time. I'm sick and tired of saying all these already, seriously. See me as the bad guy, the asshole, the bitch, or whatever it is. I dint want to care. I'll just scream with or without vulgarities all day long, to vent, to express, to let out what I'm feeling now. Cuz, words just cant describe it. Thank you and you and you and you, for being my friend. Yes, i said that, i said thanks. But do you? Well, i dint want to care for you so much already. Go do whatever you like. Since it seems like with or without me or us or whatever, you're still living your life to the fullest. HA, i will too. & as for you, take care. Goodbye.

Seems quite dumb to say all these things, Seems like I'm like a kindergarten kid and all.
But i just felt like it. So.... ya..


Baked cookies over at my place with Sean, Sharon, Germaine.
Sean left after its done, watched tv with the girls.
Blah Blah Blah, went down to rot awhile at 4am plus, accompany them to hire cab at 6plus.
Slept, Woke, Ate, Going out soon.
Bye.