Just a post.

You dont think so much, even if i explain and tell you that you're the first one i contacted that day, will you listen? Guess not.
You said i made you feel like you didn't care, when? I explain to you, you also dont want me say so much, then what you expect me to do now? Spam your inbox telling and explaining to you?
I was feeling very very down the other day and you should know how down i can be feeling cuz of you know who. Was expecting you to come down accompany me, but you cant make it cuz you said it was too far and you've school the next day. Never mind, i didn't blame you for not coming down and i still apologise to you for putting the venue at hg.

You say, "we used to be the first to know about your everything. but now... I'm not. you fucking don't care anyway. "
How you know? How you know that that day i got tell Sylvia and Kiki what happened to me. You don't. So, i can tell you right now that i didn't tell them whats bothering me, what is actually bothering me alright! Was actually waiting for another day when we meet up I'll tell you what exactly happened, but who knows you text me stuffs, want say don't want say messages. You could at least choose another timing to text me bout these what... How many times must i have to tell you that it doesn't mean that I've my ite friends I'll neglect and forget a friend like you, or maybe other secondary school friends. No such things lor. Imagine yourself being so fucked up bout o levels, feeling so down bout some guy who doesn't want you back, already lost so many people this year, fucked up bout school teachers/assignments and stuffs..now? a gd friend who thinks that she's not impt and blah blah blah So, now is my fault in every way? I don't get it. I was feeling down, my fault? You can make it down, my fault? You thought that I've told them whats bothering me first, before telling you, my fault?

I seriously don't know what to say. Already apologise to you, never reply, didn't know what to say i guess. So now what? You tell me.
Iamsodisappointed.