as good as dead.

I'm utterly disappointed in myself, although my parents don't blame me.
Why can't i be as smart as jimmy neutron?! With a brain as big as a humongous peanut! Why can't i be naturally intelligent?! HUH HUH! Studied my ass off, which is very unlike me.. And yet i still get such shitty result, followed by shitty courses available. Knn. I think I'm not cut out for studying la. Seriously, Die!

I'm actually thinking of continuing to attend school while waiting for the posting results. And if i ever got into some fucking shitty course, i might want to continue staying in ech. Feeling so fucked up right now. I don't even know whether I've the mood to attend school tomorrow.

Nabeyyy cheeeeeee byeeeeee !