Tuesday, June 01, 2010

Turn that smile upside down.

This clearly describes how i'm feeling now.
I feel so moody/down/emotional lately, i think sooner or later i'll have a emotional breakdown.
No joke. Sigh.
Everything seems so sucky right now, no kidd. Its so frustrating to attend school to get lectured by lecturers, falling sick at the same time... its so wtf pls. If i can, i will fucking point my middle finger at everyone and say fuck life upside down. I really really really cannot take it. I dont know is it stress or what fucking shit is this. && Every time the same thing will repeats itself over and over again, i'm sick and tired of it alrd... back to square one. fuck this too. fuck you as well. But i'm very sure that as time pass by i'll be back to normal again. arghhhhh. Theres just so many things i wanna rant about cuz these days are shitty like shit shit shit! Having difficulties breathing lately, chest pain, and i dont know whats the actual cause.. or is it like how i always felt once in a while. Shall cut down on the intake of harmful substances entering my body, for the time being. Or maybe shall quit that habit of mine, if you know what i actually meant.
A says he has things he wanna talk to me about, basically about me which i originally guessed it, sighhh. confirm guarantee plus chop will have tsunami. These days i've been thinking alot also, looking at past/present pictures which reminds me about many things, especially memories. As long as I see you smile, I'll be happy. Even if your smile isn't for me... i fucking miss you, you, you , you , you , you & you......

kkkkkkkk, theres still so much thing for me to say. but.. nvm.
fuck this world ppl.

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