Wednesday, January 06, 2010

I don't know why but i feel...

Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated, Stressed, Tired, Short tempered, fustrated.



School is fucking draining out all my energy!!!! ):

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Sunday, January 03, 2010


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Friday, January 01, 2010

Went over to tpy to meet Sean after work, met Alvin and friend- Jianyang there as well. Took a bus to Sean's place cuz he wants to take a shower and change. Cab down to compass to meet Sharon, Louise, Jovis, Chermaine. Had a hard time hiring for cabs... eventually cab down to Punggol Marina for happy hour. Met Verene, her 2 friends- Hebe & Ah mao, Sandy & her friend, Alex & co there. It started off okay, then everything went blur. Sean said i looked like i'm being possessed. Lol. Dont know i it exaggerating or not. But i only can remember a little bit of everything ytd/this morning. Cab down to sengkang, vomit ted in the cab, Slept on the bench. Felt better and they told me stuffs bout what happen earlier on. Knn, throw face.
Thank you all for taking care of me. Sorry for any inconvenience caused!
(Pictures not with me)

You shouldn't have come, although i was hoping you were. What ever i do, you'll not be satisfied you'll not be touched. I'm not your type of girl, ya ya i think its just plain excuses.
I know I'm not good, i scold vulgarities and other stuffs as well. I'm not a good girl, i guess.

Now, my new year resolution is to get you out of my life, mind, heart.
From now... Live life to the fullest!
Luvin all my friends and family. Rock on! \m/
Lastly....

Happy new year to all,
GOODBYE 2009!!!! HELLO 2010!!!!!!!
&May 2010 be a better year for everyone.

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Thursday, December 31, 2009 Came across this in sharon's post. Fucking true! Think girls will give a thumbs up and guys should take a look at this and take note!


Guys drink to forget about girls.
Girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can’t forgive.
Girls can forgive but can’t forget.
Guys break up when they feel love from another girl.
Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man.
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them.
When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
And finally, guys wish to be her first love
while girls wish to be his last



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2009 was like a roller coaster ride. Many ups and downs, quarrels, new school, new classmates, new friends, drifts and such. Made quite a number of lovelies this year as well. Thankyou, everyone, standing by me when i needed you all the most. Giving me advices, supporting me, lending a shoulder to cry on..etc, making me laughing as always. I know i've been a burden to you all sometimes. With the tears, rants and stuffs like that, negative stuffs.
There is so much for me to say, and i dont know how to thank you all enough.
So to cut short on everything..
I LOVE YOU GUYS. ^^
& i miss those who we've seem to drift apart, somehow.
I miss everyone in the past, everyone... every single one.
(cant seem to upload pictures. ): )




Few hours to the arrival of 2010. May i be a great new beginning, a better year for everyone.
Looking forward for something new and exciting. God bless



Your Love Horoscope
You are feeling a little bit at a crossroads with those in your immediate environment, Cancer, but this will not impede your romantic goals at all. Though you sometimes have a tendency to come on a little too strong, you can overcome this today so long as you are not oblivious to others needs or intentions. You are feeling an urgency to take positive steps towards your romantic goals, but just be sure that you are not overstepping yourself or sending mixed messages. Whether you are single or attached, you will do well today if you think before you speak.

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 Met the girls over @ Ave8's mac to discuss about out HRA assignment. As expected, ended up crapping more than discussing. Headed to somerset to meet sean.. blah blahhhhhh. Went to find jovis at work place. Witnessed some very happening scene. haha. Tangs to find Jz, train back tgt. Next stop, sengkang to find chit and co to lepak~~ Home after that, daddy's angry with me cuz i always reach home late and he refuses to give me money to go out! So, i must be a good girl already... so that 31st i can ton. Hahaha! Motive.



Sylvia very sexy hor?! hahaah!


^^^^^^^^^^^^
Was like thinking should i or should i not cut my hair like this..


You can fucking see that i dont have enough sleep!!! >< arghhh Okay, bye!

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 Is been so long since i have a proper proper post already.
These few days = so fucked up!

Went to Plaza Sing with jz to watch Avatar, bought the 3.40pm tix. Rotted while waiting for show to start. Show was alright, very happening and exciting. The funny part was all the fricking guailan comments given by us and some stranger talking to his friend. Hilarious! Cant stop laughing i swear! Till now!! lol. After show, went to play pool. Fucked up, on the way there i almost sprain my leg again! I dont want to wrap another dumpling on a different leg this time luh! & now its starting to hurt, i dont know why either. Shit it! Hope it wont hurt much tml, i still wanna go out one! ^^
Kay, and as usual i kept on losing in pool. Like very wth.. Few rounds later went on our separate ways.. sengkang to lepak, then home sweet home.
Its 4.25am right now, and im fucking hungry laaaa! Think i'm gonna have gastric soon.
& Thanks to sly's wonderful friend, i kena bluff like one idiot. -'-
( pictures all not with me. jz you better post. )



Before i go.... I shall say something very lame.

" Today i eat ________ with extra __________. " - today
" Today i eat ________ with extra __________. " - tomorrow
" Today i eat ________ with extra __________. " - day after tomorrow
If you understand, LAUGH.
^^

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Monday, December 28, 2009 I AM SO BORED RIGHT NOW. SO I DECIDED TO DO THIS..
YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO BOLD THE WORDS THAT ARE TRUE.


001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies.
010. i have been in a threesome.
011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. i believe honesty is the best policy.
013. i have acne free skin.
014. i like and respect al sharpton.
015. i curse frequently.
016.i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby. but i don't make it as often as i can anymore
018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022.i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
023. i love rain.
024. i’m paranoid at times.
025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs.
035. i have a twin.
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. i think prostitution should be legalized.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. i have cheated on a significant other.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single.
050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. i would classify myself as ghetto.
056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. i’m obsessed with my blog!
058. i don’t hate anyone.
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch much music on a daily basis.
064. i have cried myself to sleep before.
065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. i’ve rejected someone before.
069. i currently have a crush on someone.
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. i bite my nails.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
080. i am very shy around the opposite sex. (hahahahah!)
081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. i have tried alcohol before.
084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
085. i own the “south park” movie.
088. i enjoy country music.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i have gone scuba diving.
101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.
103. i play a musical instrument.
104. i strongly dislike math.
105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.
106. i own and use a library card.
107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
112. i am an entirely different person around different people.
113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. i am suffering of a broken heart.
116. i am a nerd.
117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
118. i am left handed and proud of it.
119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.unless it's for the better
120. my heart resides below my feet.
121. i am a senior in school.
122. i enjoy smoothies.
123. i have gastritis.
124. i have nothing better to do with my time.
125. i am listening to radiohead right now.
126. most people call me by my middle name. Surname though.
127. i once stole a music stand.
129. i love nascar!
130. i own over 200 cds.
131. i work 7 days a week.
132. i have mono.
132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
134. i’m only wearing underwear.
136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
137. i am the most over analytical person i know.
138. i believe in wasting time.
139. i don’t listen to too much music.
141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. i love sex.
144. i wanna go home.
145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
148. i’m hungry.
149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!
151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.
152. i lied about one of the items on this list.
153. my siblings are my best friends.
155. i have a problem expressing things.
156. i have lost a parent.
157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.
161. i love sundance.
162. i do not watch television. Occasionally, even though I've got a TV in my room.
163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
164. i am living at least one lie right now.
168. i’m a little crazy.
169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.
170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.
172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
173.i have thought about suicide.
175. i can be selfish.
176. i’m so emo at times.
177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
179. i cheated on a test before.
181. i’m sick of drama
182. i need a job

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Im takin' back my love

17, Single.
Currently studying.
You gotta figure me out yourself.
Pictures are decieving, very.
Imperfection makes the world go round.